Metamorphosis

I feel it right at the heart of me
and it grips me physicallyDragging down so far below
And it's a violent vertigoDigging it in like a parasite
Feeding off what I keep insideManifest when I'm throwing trust
To the cold and the nebulousSomething's changing
Re-arranging me
Just beginning
my own surgeryi'll cut away everything
And tear away everythingConfining
Definingi'll cut away everything
And tear away everythingAnd i'll escape myselfI cast off what it means to be
Ruled by the happeningMoving past the experience
Never dwell on the evidenceBreaking it off of the identity
i come and kill it when i contravenei'm dissolving all of this
In the full metamorphosisSomething's changing
Re-arranging me
Amputating
what I no longer need