Counterblow

I feel it, the guilt now

It washes over me

Resides in my consciousness it's complicating me

All that you had to say was never get to close to me

I might have thought my actions through

My rash decisions will prove that now it's all too late



Below the surface is where this hurt lives

I cannot mend I just divide

Inside, it's mine



I'd like to think that I could damage you from within

But I gave up and it's obvious some things go way past sin

Caught in the undertow, a victim of a counterblow

And now I'm back with these shattered nerves and emptiness that I deserve

Now it's all too late

Wishing I could move time



Just get, just get out

Now I, must live without

Can't seem to fix what I've broken down

Worn out and now, I just don't care

Stripped down to the girl I must repair

You made me do things I didn't like, unfair

Now you forget what I tasted like

And you pretend out of spite

Did you forget the depths of my eyes as you stared and said you wouldn't compromise? 

Trying to take what you wanted most, you didn't even come close

Now I will stand here in control and never fall again

And never fall again