Silently

So this time I am the one to blame
The last time I almost drown
It did not feel the same
And now I am withholding all the pain
And I still remember how I hurt myself
When I shut this all awayThis time no one can hear me
As I'm screaming on the floor
I feel so far away from healing
So I'm stepping back inside
Stepping back inside of me
This time the voice is screaming
It screams in me silentlyAnd now I am wanting this to change
'Cause this time we've come too far
And I cannot run away
And I know the ends not far away
'Cause I still remember how I hurt myself
When I shut this all awayThis time no one can hear me
As I'm screaming on the floor
I feel so far away from healing
So I'm stepping back inside
Stepping back inside of me
This time the voice is screaming
It screams in me silentlyScreams in meThis time no one can hear me
As I'm screaming on the floor
I feel so far away from healing
So I'm stepping back inside
Stepping back inside of me
This time the voice is screaming
It screams in me
Screams in me silently