What I Believe

Lies and deceiving is what I'm believing
Up to my knees so hard to breathe
It helps that you aren't there
Can't figure out what's the right thing for me
Guess I'll have to wait and seeSo understanding but so far from the truth
It's what I have to live with it's not all I wanted to be
It's not all I wanted to see, I can't keep on leading
I've left what I'm leaving, I guess that's just what I believeConsciously taking and overly faking
I can't believe all the things that you're saying
Seems all so simple it's all up to you
Time after time you lost what you couldn't findIt's what you could, it's only what you could
It's what you could
Don't take not what you could
But I know what's upSo understanding but so far from the truth
It's what I have to live with it's not all I wanted to be
It's not all I wanted to see, I can't keep on leading
I've left what I'm leaving, I guess that's just what I believeI guess that's just what I believe
I guess that's just what I believe