Help Me Fall

I've been trying not to love you
I've been putting up a fight
I've been barely holding on
And letting go with all my might
There's a part of me that's empty
I know only love can fill
I'm afraid I'll never find it
And I'm scared to death I will
Chorus:
Help me fall
Help me fall
If you care for me at all
Help me fall
Help me fall
I've been holding conversations
When I haven't said a word
I've been speaking with my silence
And praying that you heard
I'm a walking contradiction
I'd hate to be my heart
It keeps trying not to love you
But it don't know where to start
(Chorus)
I've got to learn to re-trust
To turn me into us
And I really don't know if I can again
(Chorus)
I've been trying not to love you
I've been putting up a fight
I've been barely holding on
Letting go with all my might