For Someone So Easy Going, You Sure Wear Pants A Lot

stumbling on the words again. 
  trying to make it all sound positive. 
  but 40 miles heading south with the radio 
  preaching to me i shouldn't be happy with me. 
  well fuck you is all i have to say 
  because self-doubt can still hurt me today. 
  i'll live my life my fucking way. 

  with self-doubt in my heart in my way. 
  while my culture says i'm not ok. 
  i've spent too many days 
  with a smile on my face 
  to have not found an amazing place. 
  long island diy. 
  and despite our faults 
  we can build something amazing. 
  if we believe in ourselves. 

  and a good friend has said to me 
  he may still wish he's 15. 
  i told him to create his own circumstances. 
  yet i truly understand 
  we can't always make our lives 
  seem happy all the time. 
  just remember the strength is always there. 

  sometimes it's not all easy. 
  so let's take a step back. 
  question everything 
  and tell ourselves we'll make this ok.