Surrender

I lie alone
The fog surrounds me and I know that it's not right
I must escape this awful state of night
So here I tread
And standing still without a phase of sight to dread
The noise completes the pictures in my head
You learn you must surrender
It's taken time for you to realize
That what you felt is not forever
You find you must surrender
And now you see the world with no disguise
And face the truth of now and never
The rain pours down on me

The clarity I sought would make us free
But in the depths of fate
The answers drowned beneath this mud of hate
I gasp to breathe the cause
That brought us to this place yet here we pause

And in the fear of dawn
The innocence I dreamt about is gone