Restoration

after all the pain I've mastered

from all the suffering I've seen

this seems to be so monumental

this feels so indefensible



I can't see beyond, I can't feel me

I can't reach me, I can't save me



when there's nothing left to say

when there's nothing left to lose

and I feel forsaken on my way



I'll remember you

in all your grace

in all your moves

in all your ways

I'll honour you

in all my days

in all my thoughts

in all my ways



it feels my inner strength has left me

for visions I despise

like I'm gradually collapsing

until there's no remnant left



it's just a matter of time

before I get restored

it's just a matter of hope

before I save myself